Ok, now I'm afraid of YouTube

I was in Toastmasters for a very, very long time before I watched a video of myself for the first time. I always felt kind of guilty about that because there is someone there every week who painstakingly records our speeches. (Thank you, by the way.) But I was really nervous about watching them! I was afraid of what I'd see. When I finally did watch them, I was pleasantly surprised. I mean, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Now I am back to the drawing board and nervous about the YouTube recordings. I will get over it -- I just hope it doesn't take two years.